You know when you fall headfirst flat on the ground, you just feel very bloody weak.
And then you'll conjure up a billion excuses and a scent of determination on how you're going to improve yourself.

But you do know, you're going the wrong way.


Many of the times, when I've like sank in an all time low, I'll tell myself, "I MUST DO THIS, DON'T DO THAT" and yadda yadda the cow jumped over the moon.
Well, I do follow these rules in my new code of conduct.
But realise, I never reach the happiness I thought it would bring me.

In fact, it brings me sadness and disappointment, because of the knowing that I probably wouldn't be able to reach my goal.
What I was doing was trying to change ME, the person I am.
But, how can I?

We know, these solutions are short-term and wouldn't define us in the long run.
But yet we still do it and it ends up hurting us even more than we want.

Sigh... I know I'm being dodgy here and not being direct with the subject but... such things I have to keep my mouth shut.


But note to self: I have no one to answer to, except to myself. And yep, God.
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So it all draws to close, the entire JUNE HOLIDAYS.
Sad right, I know :/

I did have quite a packed holiday though, as if everyday was something special, some event happening.
I just came back from Red Cross camp held at the Ngee Ann Polytechnic.
Made many new friends and learnt much more life experience other than first aid stuffs (:

And I saw the people from Famine Camp! Because it's held on the same location.
Haha SOOOOOO MANY FAMILIAR FACES :D
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Alright, I'll post more. Tireds. Nights!

Name: Paradoxical Apostle Jradon
Age: 17
Birthdate: Aries, 1994
Email: xuanyu_lee@hotmail.com

Schools I've Attended:
- Catholic High School (Primary)
1G'01, 2G'02, 3B'03, 4G'04, 5B'05 & 6G'06
- Catholic High School (Secondary)
1-7'07, 2-7'08, 3-7'09, 4-7'10
- Raffles Institution
12S06R, 12S03S

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CMC EXCO'09-'10!

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- ISLE Lijiang

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- RMUN'10!



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